Leading a confused life is confusing sometimes.

I've been up in my neck this sem, mostly troubled by school related stuff. My home is my only consolation and recluse right now. Just the other night, I was surprised at how quick I was at getting home. The moment I walked out of the mrt, I brisked walked all the way back home. When I finally reached the doorstep, I felt like I just let down a 20 year old burden. I walked in to find the familiar sight of my dad clicking away on his laptop, my mum lazing on the sofa watching some serial drama and my brother absent from home, probably coz he wanted to escape from my mum haha. And immediately I felt like running to them and hugging them. But I didnt. I just walked straight for my room, put down my stuff and went to bathe.

I'm not exactly very expressive when it comes to declaring my love for the most important people in my life. I never ever tell my parents that I love them, never thank my dad for being the best dad in the world, never show gratitude to my mum for all the fruits and bird nest she forces me to bring to hall, never tell my brother how irritating he is but yet important to me, never tell my best friends that they are actually my bestest friends in the world.

I'm being terribly random here. Returning to blog after 6 months and the first entry is this boring post about my thoughts. I'm not sure lah ok. Not sure of what I'm doing, not sure of what I'm studying for, Not sure of my career prospects, not sure of my life, not sure of the future, not sure of everything that comes my way now. Ask me if I want apples or oranges and I will tell u I'm not sure. Ask me if Brad Pitt or Marilyn Manson is cuter I will tell you Im not sure. Ask me anything and the result is the same. I AM NOT FUCKING SURE.

On an entirely different note, here are some pictures. Random indeed.

























Arggh. The rest look like crap so I shall not post them up. Afterall, who wants their ugly pics to be published.