Restless.

You know when you are restless. It is when you simply cannot sti still and do one thing for 5 mins. I've been doing a variety of things for the past half hour that I think I am just too bored simply. First I sit down and tried reading my company law text. 5 minutes later I am switched off the lights, lay on my bed and watched the butterfly effect 2. 5 minutes later, I decided to switch on my lights, go back to my table and watched it from there. Then another 5 minutes later, I decided that I was sick of watching it and decided to open my book to read again. 10 minutes later I got bored. So I went onto msn and tried to ask people for shows to watch. 5 minutes later I am back at my books again.

Blardy hell. What a restless night. I simply cannot decide what I wanna do. Its like I thought I knew what I wanted to do already but 5 minutes later I changed my mind and did something else. How so not productive.

I think it has something to do with the upcoming exams. I get really restless and distracted when I am stressed. But then again, I don't feel stressed out at all which is really wierd when I think of how much work I have to cover in the next month. Oh well.

I'm really looking forward to this coming holiday. Its going to be very very well spent. A Thailand trip with the team, a possible cable skiing trip, not to the driving lessons that I am going to get. Yes, this time I will study for the stupid my basic theory and pass it. Really looking forward to spending a fruitful December hols!

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Had a late night supper thingy with the "village" people yesterday night. It was fun talking to them. Never had such a long and enjoyable conversation with a bunch of people. Managed to spot John coming out of his room to go toilet haha. No, I am not his stalker. Just a person who happen to like to look at him! haha. Contrary to popular beliefs, I am actually not interested in him. Its just that there is simply no cute guy in my vicinity that I can look at every now and then! muahaha. So, where was I? :) oH yah, after yesterday's supper, I realized that everyone has their own bad side to them. Not saying that anyone I talked to yesterday is bad. We just happened to mention such a person. You can never say that someone is nice because they will show their true colours eventually. Its just a matter of time. All we need is a catalyst. Which is sad really. One moment you are this Mr nice guy and the next you are some possesive freak. Oh well. And sometimes, all it takes is just for you to make one wrong move and the whole world is on you straightaway. Haha. Poor guy. And after yesterday, I just realized that there are alot of things that I didnt know!! Oh my. I almost forgot what it was like to be gossiping about other people. haah. So I was living in my own world for the whole of this semester. Oh no. I think I need to get out of my room and start socializing. I feel like some hermit. :)

Oh great. I have finally finished downloading Grey's anatomy. So I guess thats all for now. Tats!