Bad tempers and unecessary flareups.

I've been a snappy mood recently. Pardon me my friends if you have been a victim of my terrible mood these days.

I find myself becoming more irritating. I feel changed, somehow or rather. I would flare up at my friends for some/no apparent reasons. Take Saturday's game for example. I was dealing with some singlets thingy on Saturday and other kept coming in to ask me about other stuff. Peiya came and ask me whether we had extras, bimbo asked me to return her money, haz asked me if I had larger size for the singlets. And guess what, I just flared up. I snapped at anyone who asked me sthg while I was settling the singlets stuff, telling them to "Wait can?!!" in this very fucked up way. Oh MY, I think I is going through menopause man. And this is evident on the field too. I kept screwing up moves during games and shouted at my teammates when sometimes it is my fault for not getting it. In short, I am beggining to blame others more for my mistakes than blame it on myself for screwing it up in the first place. Argh.

So. Lucky for me, its the holidays. Even though I have tons of stuff to clear but at least I need not go to school and attend lessons and cope with my lagging tutorials. It is time for me to get back on track and clear my thoughts before I start the second half of my school term. There has been too many things I am suspecting and too many uncertainties. It is time for me to clear those doubts one by one.