Birthdays. Old Friends. Familiar faces.

Celebrated Gek kheng's bdae yesterday at the new Marche. (I'm not very sure how to spell it and hence the name haha) It was a relatively fun affair, with a table full of damn nice people gathering together to celebrate another nice person's bdae. Haha. I am not kidding lah. More than half of the people sitting down there are saints. Super nice and helpful people. I personally experienced it. (coz I always bother them with my school work! hahaha) Anyway, back to her bdae celebration. It was super irritating at first coz everyone was late!!! WAHHHH...How can let the bdae girl wait for people to come one!!! Half hour some more. wah lau. When I reached ON TIME, she was there with soc tin and they were the only 2 there!! haha. The others strolled in like half hour later lahs. Totally unacceptable!! I would have killed them if they came late for my bdae celebration withought valid reason!! hahahahah. I think noone is gonna turn up for my 21st celebration now! :) And she bought her own bdae cake some more lehs!! WAHHHHHH. But the cake turned out to be falling apart, coz when I tried to cut it, all the cream, side linings started to stick to my knife! hahah. What a shitty cake. The idiotic auntie who tricked Gek Kheng into buying it. Birthday cake some more!!!! Hhaha. oh well.

And I just realize that Qiuling and Soc Tin eat DAMN little can!! They barely finished their small bowl of soup, miserable plate of salad and super thin fish. I can eat 2 sets of it!! haha. That explains their skinny frame versus my NORMAL size. HAHAH! What bullshit.

After that I met Wenting in town to watch "The Devil meets Prada". Its quite a nice show and I would recommend people to watch. Starring the "Princess Diary" girl and "101 Dalmations" witch. The storyline I shall not say lest I spoil the show for u guys! Just go and watch!

I felt a sense of familiarity and warmth meeting up with her. I guess it is what I feel everytime I meet up with old friends. There are things about them that new friends don't seem to have. I'm not sure if it is just simply because we know them for a much longer time than others and therefore there is the time factor there or it's just we gel better with our old friends. But I always feel more of the real me than the Charlene that I use to face other people. Is it because I do not trust people easily and hence the facade? I think someone said something similar to me before. I guess it is not that I do not trust people easily, but rather I find it hard to accept others completely and treat them like a close confidante. Some people may think that I have alot of friends, but very often when I wanna ask someone out or talk to someone about personal stuff, I realize I do not exactly have an extensive list to look through. Most of the time I will dismiss the thought of talking to someone and just keep to myself all over again.

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Hmm, was thinking about whether I should run for some main committee or go for exchange next year. Whether or not I go for exchange is dependent on how well I do in my second year. But I do feel that going for exchange will give me the much needed exposure and time away from my course. But at the same time, I don't wanna compromise my gpa because of that. Tsk tsk. Dilemma.